I keep reminding myself that I must write something, just a little note. I must write to those sweet, pure amazing people who come to my show, listens to my music, visits my site, defends me in the vs battle… You know Im not a such a fan of twit twittering and all those things but still write, I scream, write! And then I try to sit down but then it all goes blank. I feel I am nothing more but a ray of light, jetting around the globe, sweating, screaming. I love it and I love you but you know, if the time before my record was the input to experience things and contemplate then everything that followed is the output so I cannot offer you any philosophical advice right now. All I can say is love as much as you can. Your heart can take it, you can love one and then another just as much but different. Let me tell you what I love right now, Terrence Malick. I've been a fan for a very long time and then I finally had one of those rare days off…. NO SHOW NO PRESS NO NOTHING GOD WHO AM I?
I went to the cinema with a loved one, holding hands the whole way through while watching Tree Of Life. It broke my heart in a very magical way, it was so beautiful it hurt. Every single picture spoke to my pounding heart. One line stuck with me ever since ( something like this?): You must love, if you don't love your whole life will pass you by.
T R U E, so T R U E. Time with a loved one creates memories and memories is what we will have in the end cause everything else will fade. Now that I think about it, for some of you your memory will fade too… Agh. But go for it, take the jump, make babies! Ha. And see the film off course.
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Back to the title. I landed from NY this morning at 7 am so I've been spending a whole day and evening alone at a airport hotel in Denmark waiting for my show to start, I go on at 1.30 am so I've been having a lot of time to think. Airport hotels has been something of a habit lately but its ok. This morning while checking in I bumped in to Tyler The Creator in a wheelchair. Very random but very amazing. I love his take on I Follow Rivers. So I will leave you with that. And a self portrait of a rainy window view.
Love always.
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